I saw Paramore in concert on Tuesday and it was amazing. Their new album "Paramore" is incredible. I've cried so many times at the CD and the concert. If you have the chance to purchase it, do so. It really is so good. <3
Hayley Williams is so perfect. She cares about her fans. She appreciates all that we do. From buying the ticket, the CD, being there from the beginning, singing along. All of it.
Justin Bieber does the same, but she does it with so much soul. I felt so alive when she thanked us for the chance we gave Paramore <3
Oh and I applied for a college today. I most likely will start in the fall. Which means I will most likely kiss Polyvore goodbye </3
Not really. Not at all. I’m so upset with everything. I graduate my senior year and I’ve done nothing to prepare for the future. No colleges, no jobs, no nothing. It’s all because I have no motivation to do anything. Why? No one has ever given a damn to make me feel like I should do anything. I’m sitting in my room alone as we speak listening to my parents puppy my brother and sister, because they’re the perfect “i’m so proud of you” siblings. I haven’t had anyone love me or show me that I’m anything special. No friends that truly mean it or keep the distance when it comes to being friends. No relationship because I don’t have what it takes to be shown off by any female. I can’t stop gaining weight. Mainly because I don’t do anything anymore. No one asks me to do anything ever. I don’t get invited to go places with my family. I don’t have the money to afford a gym membership and work out. I’m just. My life is going no where, and seeing freshmen/sophomore/junior’s when I’m a senior and watching their lives take off makes me feel like I have been nothing but a failure already. And it won’t change. Like no matter what I do it doesn’t get better. I try harder and harder, and no positive results come. Even if I try for a long period of time, nothing. I’m just. I feel I don’t matter to this world anymore. Like I could “die” and no one notice, and if people did they’d replace me eventually. I mean… Its not like I haven’t already been replaced.
Shory story: I’m lonely, not ready to move on past high school, ugly, fat, worthless to everyone around me, not happy at all, “tired” because that is the new emotion, and done.
I would like to thank you all for your support for the past months. Making this account was really amazing. I love you all. I am so blessed to have had interraction with each and every one of you. I know this is only a template, but I promise more sets like these made by me will appear.
If you never need someone message me don't ever feel alone <3